Thursday, March 8, 2012

An Over Active Muscle Shows "Hot"

Today is Thursday, March 8, 2012. It must have rained last night, but it is a gorgeous day today! The sun is showing off and warm, yes warm. A light warm breeze confirms that Spring has to be on her way.

Well we went to have the scan on Tuesday to make sure of what the "hot" spot was. We all learned that an over active muscle will show to be "hot" in a PET Scan. Even my doctor had to call over and see "What is that?"
They told her that sometimes an "over active muscle" will cause it to be "hot". It is the muscle that enjoys making me say bad things. It has days where it just tightens up and doesn't want to let go. Like a very tight rubber band. I have learned to live with it. So a clean bill of health from her.

However, it is time to make some more changes. Lovely, I have learned to live with all of this and now you want to make some changes? Gotta love changes.....yeah. She told me it was time for the tube to come out, I am completely healed from the radiation and the stoma would not close up. It is also time for a voice prosthesis, time to talk again. Oh shit, voice prosthesis means surgery. I have yet to have an "easy surgery" The worst one last year was that skin graph, I so, so feel for burn victims. I just can't imagine having any more of my body with out skin than I did. It took forever to heal and let me know it was there every hour of every day. That was the "piece of cake" surgery, day surgery in and out. Child birth without drugs was less painful!

I guess my surgeon is no longer there, he is the one that said I wasn't a good candidate for a prosthesis. She said that there is a new surgeon and she is setting me up with him. Alrighty then.... I also gained 2 pounds! George's mom told him it was because I wasn't chasing around after him all day. Ouch baby, I think your mama just slammed you. No mom, it's because when he isn't here all I do is eat, no kidding.

This is one of the new journals that I have made. Have a couple more made now to get pictures and to get them listed. Needless to say, with the weather so nice, I really don't want to be inside. Tonight is a full moon, do something special and don't forget to get your gem stones out to be charged and cleansed. Wishing everyone a day filled with laughter!

Remember yesterday, dream about tomorrow, but live today. ~Brightest Blessing~


  1. I love hearing that you are on the mend. Try to think positively about the voice box. This surgery is going to go very well; I know it is.

    The moon was already gorgeous when I got home from work last night. Made me miss my back yard. Have a great day, my special friend.

  2. Sending healing energy your way. I am wishing you fast recovery and i can feel it that the surgery is going to be successful.
    Blessed Esbat!

  3. Thank you so much for your kind words have a blessed day.

  4. My mom 's surgery is tomorrow morning and I do nt know what to do with myself. I am so touched that you asked. Thank you, that is so sweet. How are you? When is the prosthesis? How are you feeling?

  5. I popped over from Mary's blog...just read you post. I, too, feel things will turn out well for you. Don't know much about witches and witchcraft....but I DO FIND THEM INTERESTING....I'LL TELL YOU THAT!



  6. You've come this far, I know you'll whiz this next thing. I don't fully understand what they have to do, the next step? You are one strong lovely lady, Dede.
    I love the quilt in the previous post, and then the candy, in December. now I'm hungry.

    lots of hugs, and take it easy.

  7. Thank you so much for asking. The surgery went well, probably, we 'll see. She is in pain but holding on and we are trying to do anything we can so she feels comfortable. When she came out of the surgery she was smiling. She is my hero!
    How are you feeling? Any news on the prosthesis!
    Brightest blessings!

  8. HI Dede! I know this will go well for you. You are such a strong person, and once you are on the other side of this, I bet you will heal lickety-split. Hang tough! xox


It was nice of you to take time out of your busy day to stop by. Blessings to you and your family! (((HUGS)))